Some people go out and party….
On a Saturday night: We balance dice.
words to share
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t
supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your
heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time.
You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was
broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love
for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too
fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many
pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you’ll never get back.
new work of art
ok i didnt like the last one but i like this on better its called- Splash of Color
Beautiful Sky
Only God could make an apartment complex look beautiful.
my project
here the latest recording project im working on. its not completely finished because i still have some mixing and levels to work with, but this is what ive been working on for the last 6 weeks.
10.8.05New Deviant
new deviant called “strait pins”
my new deviation =)
three Beauties by ~spoofshadow
here it is check it out let me know what you think.
I dug this up.
Well I was going through my computer and ran across a bunch of poems I had written. Some of them I didn’t finish, and some weren’t so good. But I found a few I still liked and this is one of them.
I wrote this poem after I had broken up with Rachel, and before we had gotten back together. And I was watching how she lived her life, and she was always discouraged and never believed in herself. And having been at that point in my life before, I wrote my thoughts down and tried to portray a person who for one reason or another never decides to take hold of their life and make it their own:
It’s Yesterday Today
Watching time fall off the clock
Turning hours into minutes.
Years now I’ve spent in yesterday
Trying to decide if I regret it.
How will the future ever come,
If this moment’s in the past?
Yesterday’s consumed today,
And tomorrow’s next to last.
I’d rather think about the mistakes I’ve made
Than about the mistakes I’ll make.
I don’t want to be responsible,
For the choices that I make.
I’ll throw the dice and turn away,
Let the chips fall as they may.
Somehow I’ll find a way to deal with,
Whatever comes my way.
Today’s my second chance,
To redeem what’s gone awry.
But what if I just let it go
And cast it all aside.
It takes no pride to admit mistakes,
And I’ve got pride to lose.
The present cannot change the past,
But the future’s mine to choose.
I’d take control, I’d turn the tides,
I’m not worried about the fall.
My biggest fear in all my life,
Is I’m not good enough at all.
I’ll hide in the shadows of what could have been,
Because it’s harder to be seen.
Away from the eyes, the tears and the lies,
Away from all but me.
Fish Tank Photos
here are some photos i took of the fish tank we have up in our commons room at TMP
my snowflake
there you go a snowflake